(ignore this, i’m doing a test!) UC2ZVJDCEARW
Oh god the weather is miserable in London honestly 3 weeks of rain and about 2 days of grey skies and no rain. I am no SAD sufferer but wow if you are you must be really over it by now!
So far I have had a BRILLIANT weekend Yesterday was Eliza’s end of term dance show. It was so cute to see my little girl up on the big stage I’ll blog more on that later in the week. But today I am speakin about dreams.
I use to dream every night, my husband said it was because I was an anxious person and I never went to bed relaxed. I started every night to relax by doing yoga breathing this normally resulted in me falling asleep. I’ve been doing that for years, it works most nights and now I rarely dream.
But the past few weeks I have had 4 dreadful dreams all including murder. I’m never the one to murder or be murdered but I witness the aftermath. I always meet the killer too, we somehow become friends and I can’t get away. I have to be nice to them and then I keep thinking “but they are a killer, how do I escape, he will kill me, we become very close he always talks about his childhood and how violent it was.
I always ring Unal and tell him to fetch me and he rescues me and I end up in those big huge loving forearms and his huge chest and I feel safe again.
I hate these dreams, I wake up with a bolt and terrified.
I rarely get back to sleep, and if I do it’s always with one eye open type of sleep.
I know why I have these dreams and NO I don’t know any murderer’s nor have I ever seen the aftermath only in the movies. I understand my dreams and I know why I have them and what they are about. I just wish I could erase them!
Do you have scary reoccurring dreams? Care to share, any good dream explanation websites?
